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FEAR OF INTIMACY

by andrew muccitelli

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1.
Saint Helena 01:38
i am my mother's son you're not the one our minds they melt - my mind, it crashes i burned those bridges and now i dance in the ashes
2.
HONEY 05:34
my baby, made of honey i dont want your money - dont want my hands in your hair and it isnt my fault i left the door unlocked when you opened it, i was no longer there its cruel baby - isnt it cruel? i see you staring at me from across the room its cruel baby - you are so cruel im against the wall honey i dont like the life youre living and you can tell me all the things youre feeling boy you think you have me figured out lately i have realized im not missing out if im not the one youre kissing do you think you have me figured out? im not who i used to be im not the same boy - and neither are you im scared for you boy - and baby, me too and i realize that if you really loved me, youd tell me you do it doesnt feel right, everything is blue ill focus on myself and forget about you but i want to breathe free so get your hands off my neck i dont really like the life youre living and you can tell me all the things youre feeling boy you think you have me figured out lately i have realized im not missing out if im not the boy youre kissing do you think you have me figured out? im not who i used to be im not the same boy - and neither are you there will always be a piece of you with me but right now i just need some time to breathe do you wanna hold my hand? how could i expect you to understand i dont really like the life youre living and you can tell me all the things youre feeling boy you think you have me figured out lately i have realized im not missing out if im not the girl youre kissing do you think you have me figured out? im not who i used to be im not the same boy - and neither are you
3.
Salt 02:50
these chains on my body are getting old i've got a love for addiction and not doing what im told your cruel words make blue lakes flood ive got a hunger for your body and a taste for your blood be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb poison is my lover cause i want her to be be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb lay me in the water so im one - im one with the sea baby be my alcohol youre a maze with winding walls for you, i would give it all kingdoms rise and then they fall wounds go deep but then they heal and this obsession is real i want to forget how i feel i dream about your heart of steel and id love to be ruled by you getting broken down is the new thing to do be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb poison is my lover cause i want her to be be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb lay me in the water so im one - im one with the sea these chains on my body are getting old i've got a love for addiction and not doing what im told your cruel words make blue lakes flood ive got a hunger for your body and a taste for your blood be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb poison is my lover cause i want her to be be the salt in my wound be the dirt in my tomb lay me in the water so im one - im one with the sea
4.
Window 03:49
im at the edge of a forest im at the edge of everlasting green these waters made me the purest now im looking in the eyes of something mean and i feel trapped inside these walls and i wanna know why no one ever calls im looking out of my window maybe you could come inside - whatever its cool though our houses look the same this city loves the lame thoughts race like little kids through my brain you left without a sound - my skin stained i wanna feel my feet on the forest floor i wanna know whats on the other side of this door i wanna feel the grass between my toes i wanna know what nobody else knows our houses look the same this city loves the lame thoughts race like little kids through my brain you left without a sound - my skin stained people step on cracks in the street and i move through life on light feet people live through masks, they cant see open the window set me free i can show you more than just me you think that im naive, wait and see our houses this city you left without a sound - my skin stained
5.
For Erin 04:37
baby i am holding tight playing like a child swing me around like a carousel and i dont feel like letting go of everything i love ill be around at my windowsill everything is wrong and im not in the swing of it all honey im just not in the swing of things and you deserve everything good in the world it hurts me to see so much pain in my girl it was always you and baby time is moving fast in two years ill be gone and baby im scared of what time will tell everything is wrong and im not in the swing of it all honey im just not in the swing of things why should we be allowed to take the home out of a house honey im just not in the swing of things everything is wrong and im not in the swing of it all honey im just not in the swing of things
6.
Haunt 04:03
i can feel america in my blood - he said im a free spirit getting high cause im in your head baby you can throw your hands in the air - if you want im a lover too baby in your dreams ill haunt baby we could get down cause its what i want i can make you forget everything je suis celui que tu as aime avant i know im your everything haunt baby i am pretty up on the throne - dont you know? mister malibu youve got that kiss - i've got that glow this love will be the death of me but im already a ghost i sold my soul to someone else but i loved you the most baby we could get down cause its what i want i can make you forget everything je suis celui que tu as aime avant i know im your everything haunt this love will be the death of me but im already a ghost i sold my soul to someone else but i loved you the most baby we could get down cause its what i want i can make you forget everything je suis celui que tu as aime avant i know im your everything haunt
7.
Boys 03:27
the stars seemed to follow my gaze as we slow danced in your backyard top off - taking the top down of your worn-out vintage car he told me "come here" - spoke in my ear babe, i held onto every word cause i think that you're the melody of a song, and baby i am your bird and all the boys ask me to dance but i say no i only got eyes for you - wont put up a show if all the boys asked me to dance, i wouldnt care when im down, when im fooling around, you're always there dancing in the beating sun, the world seems yellow i felt myself red in the cheeks when you said "hello" looked in my eyes, said of all of the guys i've loved you're the only one i'd give this broken heart to ooh baby i said, i think i really like you and all the boys ask me to dance but i say no i only got eyes for you - wont put up a show if all the boys asked me to dance, i wouldnt care when im down, when im fooling around, you're always there dont worry about me, dont worry about you i dont worry about me, i dont worry about you and all the boys ask me to dance but i say no i only got eyes for you - wont put up a show if all the boys asked me to dance, i wouldnt care when im down, when im fooling around, you're always there
8.
Vitamins 04:08
kill me in the pouring rain tell me that you love me, and then never say those three words again leave me in the dark kiss me like im not insane hit me like im beautiful call me like you love the sound of my name leave me in the morning and never come back take me in the morning with your vitamins baby dont you know that being bad is in? take me in the morning with your vitamins dancing on the tip of your tongue like the sweetest sin hit me like im not insane baby i burned those bridges and i buried the remains we've got the same mouth take me in the morning with your vitamins baby dont you know that being bad is in? take me in the morning with your vitamins dancing on the tip of your tongue like the sweetest sin meet me in the blue moonlight the light - it's blinding
9.
Libra 02:24
im in love with a libra, it is pretty cool think ive lost my head again - im acting like a fool and when you texted me, i almost dropped my phone into the river going slowly, but still quick enough for me im in love with a libra, it is no big deal used to being alone, but my love is super real and when you woke up in my bed, i thought that maybe you'd be mad but it was fine, and we ate breakfast happily ill hit the ground running if it means i could stand next to you ill listen to you sing all the things that i wish i knew ill hit the ground running if it means i could catch up to you you pulled me out from under, and i am no longer blue im in love with a libra, he is pretty rad picks me up and takes me to the park when i am sad and when you fell asleep, i thought that maybe i was in your dreams i was right - baby not for the first time ill hit the ground running if it means i could stand next to you ill listen to you sing all the things that i wish i knew ill hit the ground running if it means i could catch up to you you pulled me out from under, and i am no longer blue
10.
Blue Moon 04:36
lets wear hats made out of paper while my best friend gets high on vapor i keep silver coins in my pocket my heart was chained but you unlocked it lets drink juice and watch old movies my dads in his room listening to the oldies i keep my thoughts right in my mindset - ive made mistakes that ill never forget people like you come with the blue moon phases come and phases go - black tears form pity lagoons i hear voices calling out your name you make my heart stop in a beautiful way people like you come with the blue moon i reside in kingdom castles silent with my thoughts, i wrestle and when you threw rocks at my window, i started to not feel so alone lets throw our cares into my trashcan home away from home - cause we ran people like you come with the blue moon phases come and phases go - black tears form pity lagoons i hear voices calling out your name you make my heart stop in a beautiful way people like you come with the blue moon when you come come come come come around 17 years old and hopping towns when you come come come come come around ill never ever let the sun go down people like you come with the blue moon phases come and phases go - black tears form pity lagoons i hear voices calling out your name you make my heart stop in a beautiful way people like you come with the blue moon
11.
Navy Blue 04:50
i walked amongst the trees with my head held down singing in the blood red moonlight i listened to the sounds of what i believe manifesting thoughts that i have conceived i watched the sun and the stars and everything between opened my eyes, and surrounding me were miles of green lately i've been talking to the moon cause everything is happening too soon doesn't matter what you say baby im lost in your mind skies turn navy blue to gray i think you're one of a kind and i try not to miss you you know i do you know i do navy blue navy blue the valley looks beautiful from up here im singing for her purple tears cried i listened to the sounds of what i believe and if your love is a knife then baby ill bleed doesn't matter what you say baby im lost in your mind skies turn navy blue to gray i think you're one of a kind and i try not to miss you you know i do you know i do navy blue navy blue if these walls could talk they would spit out novellas about you you know i do you know i do navy blue navy blue
12.
im cutting off my wedding ring, only for you and baby i saw everything lost in the blue of it all it's everything that i've learned cause you lit the flame - and i let that bitch burn im in the face of glory now dont have time for your games baby cant you see how im forgetting your name im forgetting your name you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont im picking up the shattered glass of things that you broke and baby i feel strong at last - though you wanted me to choke it's everything that i've learned cause you lit the flame - and i'll watch that bitch burn im in the face of glory now dont have time for your games baby cant you see how im forgetting your name im forgetting your name you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont it's a manifestation of everything that you've learned to hate the taste of loss on a silver plate boy - i learned to love you through the omens get your weapons, i am coming it's a manifestation of everything that you've learned to hate the taste of loss on a silver plate boy - i learned to love you through the omens get your weapons, i am coming im in the face of glory now dont have time for your games baby cant you see how im forgetting your name im forgetting your name you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont you said dont be kind baby dont so i wont be kind baby wont
13.
my baby's in the big city getting dollars from the man im lost between my sheets and my body is split in pieces you haven't left my mind in over seven days the thought of you surrounds me i wish that i was happy alone in my bedroom waiting for you to come and lay with me how could i ever expect you to understand? you've got the world in the palm of your hand and i can't even pull myself out of bed anymore
14.
baby 03:53
baby i hope you know that things aren't the way they used to be and i've been feeling better about myself and yeah, you're cool - i guess i got tired of being sad loving you does not define me without you my world will keep spinning around you're gone and my feet - they stayed on the ground i got fucked and danced in the garden im in luck - i dont feel bombarded everything will be just fine baby i just needed time baby, understand my stars dont shine for you like they used to i hope you know this song is about you and i may sound cruel - but you are not lost inside my mind anymore and loving you never defined me without you my world will keep spinning around you're gone and my feet - they stayed on the ground i got fucked and danced in the garden im in luck - i dont feel bombarded america's sweetheart will prevail from the storm kiss the scars that i got from the hail i was fucked in the head, but im good now my throat doesnt burn when i say your name out loud everything will be just fine baby i just needed time i hope you know that im doing fine you ruled my world, but now its mine again its mine again its mine its mine again its mine without you my world will keep spinning around you're gone and my feet - they stayed on the ground i got fucked and danced in the garden im in luck - i dont feel bombarded america's sweetheart will prevail from the storm kiss the scars that i got from the hail i was fucked in the head, but im good now my throat doesnt burn when i say your name out loud everything will be just fine baby i just needed time

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FEAR OF INTIMACY is an album comprised of songs written from 2014-2017. It is the first full-length release by Andrew Muccitelli.

All songs were produced by Ryan Mcdowell and mastered by Jake Weinberg.

Recording took place primarily in Boston, Massachusetts, with additional recording completed in Westlake Village, California. Mastering was completed in Montclair, New Jersey.

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released May 9, 2018

Produced by Ryan Mcdowell and Jake Weinberg
All songs written and performed by Andrew Muccitelli

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